If you don't love me, lie to me

Please, don't ever, ever, ever, ever let me go, my friend, my love. I miss you so much and I do understand you have new friends. Better friends. But please, oh please, don't leave me. Instead, live by my side. Goddam, the side you said was so good. Don't leave me alone, I love you so much. Your damned love is my only salvation.